You'd think that I would be all figured out by now. I know what I want to do for my life, what I like to eat, all my favorite music and that stuff. High school really should have been that prep ground for me. today though, i feel a bit like im discovering bits of me that i never really knew about. I find myself more often then not in the background watching people and not in the conversation. Im more comfortable with laid back and not high energy people, and im sort of becoming less strange to being different. I actually have heard that i remind people of a cat, and like a cat, sit back and enjoy the show. I like creativity and living differently than the mainstream way of doing things-not necessarily hippy though... I guess its all a bit of growing up, but wouldnt i have figured this out by now?
I have started keeping a notebook of things i have heard, seen or found out about. its quite awesome really, i like doing it. like moments frozen in time, minus the camera. i hope i remember college days for the rest of my life.
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