azns.

This sort of explains my life. My friends and i like to make jokes about my azn-ness, and this comic sort of outlines the basis for a lot of the jokes. :P

AUGH.

I keep writing mysterious posts about my psychological state of being ( which is never very good), but i never actually say what the hell is actually going on. im not going to now, though, too, just in case someone i actually know will ever see this. but allow me to say this: i am not sure what the hell im doing anymore with guys, and friends, and people in general. i broke up with my boyfriend a while ago and i still love him, but i also might have feelings for a friend who is taken, so that will never go anywhere, and i have become slowly an introvert. i didnt mean to, im just no longer instantly comfortable with complete strangers. i still have friendly down, thank god, but i dont make friends as easily or know what to say to people. which i am totally fine with, as everyone seems to know of me anyway somehow... i just have become a completely different person in the space of 2 months.
ah well. in case my ex happens to be reading this, (which i highly doubt, but it makes me feel better to know that i dont know if he is or not) I am sorry. I still love you, and i dont know why the hell i broke up with you, but it was (i think, and i Hope) the right thing to do. sigh. i need to stop listening to sad jazz music.

I AM AN ADULT.

Ok, maybe not. actually, not even close. This post by "hyperboly and a half" describes me perfectly. sort of.

maybe not on the weekends.

Im going home this weekend, which is SO Awesome. I am supremely excited. however, this means i dont pay as much attention to my computer... which means, i might not remember to post. so, we're going to go that weekends are optional bonus'. :D
anyway. today's stumbled:
http://www.livinglocurto.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/Disguise-kit.png

Yes. Do it.
Also, since technically, im writing to you on caturday, i have another:
SUSHI CAT!
Thank you, and i'll be here all week.

Project One, Day Two.

So, i found this one today just about an hour ago, and played with it since just about an hour ago. it is quite awesome. :D
i much love this. check it.
http://seaquence.org/new

Project One, Day One.

Sweet! so i am beginning project one, which was (i think) the one about stumble upon. now, i dont know if these "hacks" are completely legit, but i thought this was pretty solid. check it out. :D
http://www.funlol.com/15821/Life_hacks.html

YES.

It is now post One Hundred. allow this to sink in. yes. i know. One Hundred.To commemorate this momentous occasion, I bought coffee. (a big deal as a broke college kid. :P)
also, I wish you to enjoy this piece that I am now working on played by the brilliant and talented Joshua Bell.

A new Project

I really need one. I really only blog if i have something to say and if i have a new project, i can do this pretty reliably. :D
anyway, im going to brainstorm today about possible ideas, and i hope to start tomorrow. So,
- Stumble Upon. recently, i have become absolutely obsessed about "stumbling" onto new sites. its a great way to pass time, so what i would do is just post the most interesting of that day on here.

- Word of the day! yes, i know its generic, but i love new words, and this might force me to go out of my way to learn new ones. favorite of today? whilst.
- Pictures of college life! this is relatively obvious... the only issue is that i dont have a card reader. so the issue would be managing to take one every day. and then the posts would all have to go up when i go home, which is like, once a week. on a good stretch. i dont know how feasible this actually is. im tempted to try, though.
- through the bible. a friend of mine actually tried this on a blog he started, "a procrastinators journey through the new testament". sadly, it never got anywhere, as he only got to chapter five of matthew before he mysteriously stopped. i would have to be structured about this one. i dont know, but i would like to try it.
- Art. i could outline art that i have learned and loved, just to remind myself that art history does indeed still exist and that yes, there is life after high school art classes.
- Muzaks. It would be difficult, but i could post a favorite song of one of each of my friends every day. i would find this extremely interesting, but also eating time that i dont have. sad day.
in any case, i think im going to start doing one every day for a week, and after i finish, do the one i like best.
wish me luck!

sigh.

I wont do it.

Argentina!

A while back, i was trying to write everyday about my life in Argentina, while my papi was working on a multimedia project.
Soon, it will be up on the world wide web. the wobsite Url is :
http://www.nowwhatargentina.org/

check it out. you know you want to. :D

And now that we're alone...

Actually, this is the blogosphere, we're never alone. The entire point of the blogosphere is that you're never alnoe- you're putting stuff out for an audience that is ever present. Are we a weird society or what? We are never alone... I find that extremely odd.
I'm not really writing about anything in particular. Just writing about how I'm not really ever alone- always talking to someone. Which is usually one of my best friends... And the thing is, I can't decide how I feel about him..
I wonder. He is so much a part of me, it's sort of weird. And then there's the whole "how do I interact with my ex now?"
gahhh...
Anyhow, favorite useless site of the Day:
www.cuteoverload.com

check it. You know you want to.

But will it?

Will it be alright? are we sure?

I will lie awake tonight/and nothing here is feeling right

http://www.nbmeehan.com/everything.html