Its funny how very well you can get to know a face. Even worse is when you get that face taken away from you. Not that I'm saying its never our fault when that face is taken away, but theres a sort of victimization going on. I never got too terribly close to anyone for that reason. Its weird for me to get close to anyone, not really typical of me to do something like that, and even if I do I simply disappear into the background after a while. I do this to so many people I cant even count. Now, in college I realize the importance of having that one best friend to get you through everything... and I also realize I dont have that right now. I cant get over my ex, and the closest thing I have to a best friend is a guy who lives many states away. I guess at some point you have to sleep in the bed you make. Doesnt make this easier.
Im transported back in times that i only remember with a smile, a glance of the eyes, a shy emotion. that smile, if only you knew, is one of my favorite in the world. Your eyes are simple and elegant.
Girl. Musician. Confused.
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